I am suffering. This is unbearable, and I need to tell everyone my story before it chokes me to death. Please I don’t want to deal with the prejudice of what 90% of you in here will say! Just be kind and listen to my story; I think I am in love with my sister.
You think this is a joke? Hell No, it isn’t. I am not a retard, and I am not in the least confused. My heart beats for her. She was two years younger than I am, so we were not really far apart in age and stature.
It started with us both from our younger days, being at loggerheads with each other, fighting and aiming at each other’s throats. We were competitors in the house. It wasn’t like we really liked each other back then infact.
But something changed when I got into the University, I realized that I missed her more than ever and we got close; Calls, messages and all that.
As I got into the University, I started to think about her. How obsessed I am with her and how I needed to protect her from all the young men out there. I see how girls’ hearts are broken and I don’t want none of that to happen to my sis. I became over-protective, checking out on her every now and then. Not a day will pass without me having to check up on her, to tell her how I miss her.
At first it was pretty normal, till I started having wet dreams, with her in it. She would appear in my dreams and then I would wake up the next morning wet with ‘my manly milk’ spread all over my boxers.
She came visiting every now and then, cooked for me and did my laundry. Even I could not get really physical with the girlfriends I had then because she was always there, telling me who to date and who not to. She was like a mother to me.
Two years ago, and a year after graduation, I got a job in a location close to where she is presently schooling. She now spends weekends at my place and I feel so calm and in love whenever I am around her. I am contemplating on her moving from her hostel to my house so we could share the apartment together.
We got so close to the extent that she would do my nails, ask me to massage her legs whenever she is stressed from school and all. She would rest on my legs while watching TV, and she would allow me pet her head and rub my hands along her hair. We hug a lot more now and I peck her on the cheek whenever she goes off to school. I still love her as a sister though, but it just feels a little bit more. So crazy, pure and true. My heart beats bad for her and I feel more alive with myself
I feel happier and more contented with life whenever she is around, although I feel strongly about her now more than ever, I am scared of telling her. I know this is crazy, as in how I feel. But that’s just the way it is.
I am thinking of telling her next week that I am crazy in love with her but I need help before I get myself into trouble. Nobody knows yet, not even family and friends.
She breaking up with one ‘boy’ in the University did not help matters. I feel I needed to do more, protect her and infact marry HER.
I need HELP!