Is It Normal If I still Miss My Ex-Girlfriend of 7 years?

I have been in a lot of relationships and yet not a day passes without having to think of her.

She is married presently with two children, yet I still love her.

The kind of romantic, physical and emotional connection we had was something else. I have tried so hard with the other 3 girls I dated to re-ignite the kind of spark to no avail.

The connection we had was esoteric, really! She speaks to me as I speak to her even without speaking. I miss her so much and just recently I realized that no matter how hard I try, I just could not bring myself to getting over her.

I have spoken to a lot of people but I am not sure if anyone understands or have been through this process and phase. Mind you, this was not my first relationship but I was her first LOVE.

I stalk her everywhere, from Facebook to Whatsapp. I just want to be a part of her life.

I don’t know what to do! I keep comparing other girls with her, and I keep trying to build the same connection with other girls I dated! I am thinking of scattering her 3 years old marriage because I feel like I can’t just move on without her.

I need HELP!